Wednesday, February 11, 2015

Take It All Away - My Last Photoshoot Until I Return

The last few days have been horribly miserable for me knowing I must leave on Friday.
And I have cried more than I could have thought possible.

But I was thinking and sense its Wednesday, I though maybe I should do one last photoshoot before the dreaded Friday comes.

So, that is what I decided to do. Take one last photoshoot that I will be able to post, and put some "goodbye" lyrics to them.

Hope you enjoy these last photos.

I feel like the song "Take It All Away" by Owl City really describes my feeling.

Music is something that really moves me. I have always loved it.
And I would love if you listened to the song while looking at the photos.
You don't have to, but I think it would help you feel how I'm feeling right now if you do. ^_^

Credit to Adi, one of the most wonderful people on the face of the earth, who I will miss so very much, for the idea of lyrics with photos.

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There was a shot in the dark, I was caught by surprise
There was a hole in my heart, there were tears in your eyes


And there was nothing to say 'cause you made up your mind
So I guess what you meant when you left was goodbye


So if you're gonna go and leave me in a lonely grave
I won't let it show until you've finally flown away


You gotta know that you tear me up when you say
You wanna take it all away, take it all away


You tear me up when you say
You wanna take it all away, take it all away


You were the one and it was enough
To be the one you were dreaming of


You were the one and we called it love
And now you take it all away, take it all away


I felt a pain in my chest with your kiss on my cheek
And as I try to digest the words I couldn't believe


I'm left with nothing to say with my heart on my sleeve
Making it easy to hurt and even harder to breathe


So if you're gonna go and leave me in a lonely grave
I won't let it show until you've finally flown away


You gotta know that you tear me up when you say
You wanna take it all away, take it all away


You tear me up when you say
You wanna take it all away, take it all away


You were the one and it was enough
To be the one you were dreaming of


You were the one and we called it love
And now you take it all away, take it all away


You take it all away, you take it all away, you take it all away


You gotta know that you tear me up when you saw 
you wanna take it all away take it all away


You tear me up when you say
You wanna take it all away, take it all away


You were the one and it was enough
To be the one you were dreaming of


ou were the one and we called it love
And now you take it all away, take it all away.

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Here are a few extra pictures.
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Take these pictures as a goodbye gift.
I always put love into my pictures, but this time I really poured out my love into them because these were the last ones I could share for quite a while and I hope you feel my love for you through them.

Know that I will miss each and every one of you and you will all have a very special place in my heart.

Also, I'm sorry if I didn't clarify in my goodbye post, that I will not be able to look at your guy's blogs, comment or anything.

Also, Please listen to "Up All Night" also by Owl City for me.
I also feel that song expresses my thoughts and feeling.
And also "Silhouette" Describes me right now too.

Have a wonderful life, smile a lot, and make yourself and others happy.

Until I return.

With all my love,

~Ry

38 comments:

  1. Amazing pics, Ry. I especially love the "extra" ones - the lighting is so perfect and Kanani is so beautiful. <3
    (Like, seriously. If I could take THAT many pics that would turn out THAT good, I would drop dead from surprise.)
    Can't wait 'till your next post! I'm sure it will be as amazing as this one and all those before. :)

    - Ellie

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    1. Thank you, Ellie. I'm so very glad you liked them. Yes, she is so beautiful.<3
      Haha, your pictures are so gorgeous.
      I'm glad your excited. I am as well because next time I post will be in quite a few months and when I do, I will be coming back and that day will be the happiest day of my life.;)
      With all my love,
      ~Ry

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  3. When I looked at the pictures, I was thinking more Future Days by Pearl Jam. It's a sad song, but it also makes me happy.
    I don't listen to a whole lot of owl city, but Ill go try to listen to some while I read this again.
    Heres to songs that give you feelings, your photography skills, and all the times I admired you but didn't comment.
    Gwen

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    1. Owl City music is the best. =)
      Aw, thank you so much Gwen.
      ~Ry

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  4. These are gorgeous Rylee! I loved looking at them! You are such an amazing phptographer! I will miss you sooo much!
    ~Kaitlyn

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    1. Aw,thank you so much Kaitlyn! I'm so glad you like them.
      I will miss you too. <3
      ~Ry

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  5. Oh, Rylee, these are gorgeous ♥ I made sure to listen to the song while reading it, and I will most definitely be listening to the other two when I get home from school ;) I will miss your posts so very much, and I will miss *you* most of all ♥ take care

    -maddie

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    1. Thank you Maddie, dear. Okay, I hope you do because they are all very meaningful songs.
      I will miss you so much, M. <3 You too.
      ~Ry

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  6. Oh, Rylee, these pictures are so gorgeous, this has to be your best photoshoot ever. You are so talented. I started tearing up because I wish I could see your photography go even farther and become even more amazing, because I know you and your photography would go so far. If you can, I recommend continuing to practice your photography even though you don't have a blog, so you can continue to practice and have a ton of photoshoots stored up for whenever you can come back ;) Plus, I don't know about you, but whenever I go outside and take photos of my dolls, it always puts me in a good mood :) I will miss you so much, Rylee. I don't think the blogging would will be the same without you. Will you be keeping up Picture Perfect AG and When I Dream until you come back or will you make two all new blogs? Oh my, I can't bring myself to end this comment, it's too hard. I'll do like you did and pretend I'll be driving you crazy with some other insane comment by me. ;) It's so hard to say goodbye for the last time. OK, here I go.
    Sending hugs and Pusheens for the last time,
    Shelby

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    1. Aw, I'm so glad you liked them! I will keep taking pictures. It will indeed be nice to have a bunch of stored up pictures for when I do return.
      I will be keeping these two blogs. =)
      I'm so sad I have to go, I really am.
      Your comments are always so sweet. I always look forward to them.
      *Hugs* Farewell for now.
      Love you, Girl. <3
      ~Ry

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  7. I keep telling myself I'm not going to cry, but honestly on Friday I think I will. I know all the songs you've mentioned, and I've got 2 of them on my iPod. There won't be a moment I won't think of you when they play.
    The pictures are beautiful, as always, and I'm just going to try and fool myself into thinking this is a normal post. Because it is, right? You're next one just won't be for a long while.
    Once again, I wish you all the luck in the world. Find yourself and kick some butt for me. ;)
    Never stop being that amazingly, sweet girl who wasn't afraid to ask for some cheering up.
    Find yourself and smile a bit. <3
    ~Adi

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    1. I have cried so much in the past few days. I think about you every single day and there will never be a day that I wont miss you.
      Thank you, Adi. I'm so glad you liked the pictures.
      Thank you, I will find myself and gladly kick some butt for ya. =)
      I won't. You never stop doing what your doing because everything you do shows the world you are strong and ready for anything it can throw at you.
      You are a beautiful, strong, confidant person and you never failed to make my day perfect.<3
      ~Ry

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  8. Amazing pictures! I was wondering, how do you keep your dolls eyes closed? I will miss you Rylee! I might start crying, I will miss you that much!
    ~Many Marigolds~

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    1. Thank you so much! =)
      I sometimes use double sided tape to stick their eyes closed but this time I just tucked a bit of her eyelashes under her eyes.
      I will miss you so very much as well. <3
      ~Ry

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    2. I did that to! But it didn't look like that, it looked worse! Before you are leaving, I was going to play a song on the guitar for you, but I don't have time. I was going to play It Is Well With My Soul.
      When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
      When sorrows like sea billows roll;
      Whatever my lot, Thou hast taught me to say,
      It is well, it is well with my soul.
      Refrain:
      It is well with my soul,
      It is well, it is well with my soul.
      Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
      Let this blest assurance control,
      That Christ hath regarded my helpless estate,
      And hath shed His own blood for my soul.
      My sin—oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!—
      My sin, not in part but the whole,
      Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
      Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!
      For me, be it Christ, be it Christ hence to live:
      If Jordan above me shall roll,
      No pang shall be mine, for in death as in life
      Thou wilt whisper Thy peace to my soul.
      But, Lord, ’tis for Thee, for Thy coming we wait,
      The sky, not the grave, is our goal;
      Oh, trump of the angel! Oh, voice of the Lord!
      Blessed hope, blessed rest of my soul!
      And Lord, haste the day when the faith shall be sight,
      The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
      The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
      Even so, it is well with my soul.
      I hope this is a comfort to you. That is the whole song, the beginning I think is the best. When you come back, hopefully I will have the song on Many Marigolds. Until later!
      ~Many Marigolds~

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    3. Thank you very much for thinking about me and wanting to play that for me.
      I look forward to hearing you play it when I come back. =)
      ~Ry

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  9. A very touching farewell. These are wonderful pictures the ones to the lyrics were great and the extras even more so. I agree, you will be missed. <3
    ~Xyra

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    1. Thank you so much, Xyra. I'm so very glad you likes them.
      I will miss you too. <3
      ~Ry

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  10. Aww, Rylee, I could really tell you worked hard on these pictures. I loved them so much. And that song fits really well too. I will really miss you. *wipes stray tear*

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    1. Aw, I'm so glad you loved them. I think the song fits well too. I will miss you so very much, Autumn. <3 *hugs*
      ~Ry

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  11. I'm so sad to see that you are leaving! I'm going to miss you a ton and I know everybody else will. You were such a good blogger and I'll make sure to pray for you tons. I'll miss you!:( Those pictures are really pretty!:)
    -Emma-

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    1. I'm very sad I am leaving. =I
      I will for sure miss you too!
      Thank you.
      Live a wonderful life, Emma.<3
      ~Ry

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  12. Aww Rylee!
    You're such a sweet blogger and I always love your comments! These photos are amazing and I will miss you!
    ~Emily

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    1. Emily, you were such a amazing blogger and a very sweet friend,
      Thank you. I'm glad you like them!
      I will miss you too.<3
      Live the life you love, and smile a lot. :)
      ~Ry

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  13. I will miss your photos. Seeing that some other blogger had snow in their sphere of the world always cheered me up. I don't know why you have to leave, but I hope you don't worry about us. We'll miss you lots, especially me.

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    1. Aw, I really can't help but worry about you guys. You all mean so very much to me and I feel like when I leave, I 'm leaving my life behind.
      I will miss you. <3
      Love a wonderful life and smile a lot, okay? =)
      ~Ry

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    2. I just re-visited your blog today. Oh dear sweet Ry. I miss you so much. I miss your kind comments and your fun loving personality. Please do come back to us, I don't care how long it takes. Just know that when you return, I will be waiting.

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  14. Wonderful pictures Rylee! It brought be such joy to scroll through them, at the same time, sadness too, knowing this was the last time I could do so for a while. I am going to miss looking at your posts! You are a wonderful blogger - I really truly mean that. You are the type of blogger I could only wish to be. You are the reason I started a blog a year ago (that went by fast!) and the reason why I love dolls. So, I thank you oh so much for that! I cannot wait for your return, I am missing you already.
    Oh, and Rylee, have hope. Everything is going to be okay :)
    ~ Jessica
    P.S. could you by chance reply to the e-mail I set you? I think it is on your personal account, there were just a couple of questions in it.

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    1. Thank you Jessica.
      I'm so glad it brought you joy yet, I'm really sad it brought you sadness as well.
      Aw, Jessica, you don't know how much that means to hear. Thank you.
      I will miss reading your posts very much. I can't wait till I return either.
      Thank you, I know it will be okay. It just doesn't feel like it right now.
      Love you.<3
      ~Ry
      Oh course, I replied to it this morning, so you should get the email. =)

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  15. Aww, Rylee. I'm going to cry. :(
    We'll miss you dearly,
    until you return,
    ella

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  16. Pretty pictures!
    I entered the DW doll fashion design challenge! please vote for me by commenting "I vote for entry 8"
    here is the link:
    http://wi2014dwfashiondesignchallenge.blogspot.com/

    thanks
    elly <3

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  18. Remember me Rylee? The girl who used to call herself Many Marigolds? I miss you Rylee. It's going to be nine months that you've been gone from Febuary 14th. I posted the song a long time ago on my blog. I know you won't see this until you get back, but I want it to be here when you do. I really wish I knew why you left Rylee, but I understand you not wanting to share it. Until you come back......
    Bella

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  19. Glad to see that you are back! Are you going to be posting again?
    Bella

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